this is a list of some of my favs, ill bold the ones that will appeal to you Apocalypse Now Pulp Fiction Trainspotting Full Metal Jacket Scarface The Godfather The Shawshank Redemption The Dark Knight Goodfellas Fight Club Saving Private Ryan The Silence of the Lambs Reservoir Dogs Die Hard Platoon Christiane F American…
again, this this and this. hypochodriasis really is a crippling disorder. OP; as far as I can tell you are suffering from it already. Don't worry though (lol), it takes time and work but you can overcome it :thumbsup: