Today I am pissed, yes you heard it right, I AM FUCKING PISSED. THESE motherfucking, cock chewing, sister fucking, turd munching BASTARDS are really FUCKING pissing me off. I wish I would teleport a fucking giant dildo and line up all these cunt Paki's and shove them up their asses and tear them from ass to head. This is fucking insane, I can't even sleep nor work. Plus, there is now a fucking Petrol shortage. WHAT KIND OF FUCKING CUNT DOESN'T work on power infrastructure. Fucking idiots. AWRRGHGHGHGH
Yeah, apart from that, I would be trying to finish work in few hours. Lot of pressure.
Got back from my weekend holiday break. Had a really great time being away, absolutely shattered now though as we were doing non-stop activity all weekend Now I've got the rest of the summer to look forward to before I'm off to Florida for a couple weeks :thumbsup: Not sure what I'll be doing with the rest of my day but I hope it involves gaming with friends and posting on Totseans!
Well it's 02:40 so it's officially time to say hello to today. I've not slept properly in 4 days.
Chances are I'll go for a walk at 5am if my stomach is alright. My small intestine is now so narrow I have to take laxatives with any food as I can feel it being blocked up. Depressed as fuck until the surgery as it's my last chance.
Between 08:00 and 11:00 we have Council people coming over to get a date for free insulation (as my Sister and I are cripples) and then off to the Doctors this evening to get a letter so I can qualify for ~£55 a week as I successfully applied for 3 jobs, but was then turned down, as if by coincidence or something more sinister from all of them, by the fact I am seen as "unreliable" due to my condition and having surgery at some point soon, so this is the only income I get. Better than nothing though.
7:45 AM, I am thinking of reversing my sleep schedule now. I am going to do a complete 180. Going to work from 1 AM to 7 Am now. That's the only time I get stable power, I mean there is a 2+ hour stretch where the power is enough to charge the batteries. FU PAKISTAN
It's sunny outside today and it actually looks pretty warm too, which is a really nice change from all the garbage weather we've been having lately. Hopefully I'll be able to get out and bike to a friend's house with my guitar so we can work on a few things :thumbsup: If not, I'll still get out in some fashion. After coming back from my weekend away, it feels like I have nothing to do... Which is kinda boring.
Great day, PM got kicked out of his office, he got mad and now we will another shitstorm and then there is the power crisis. In short, too much FUCKING DRAMA!
I just paid $75 to an electrician to fix something I could have fixed myself. :facepalm: Going to try to relax today, been stressed out. Going to read & catch up on some tv shows.
I just paid $75 to an electrician to fix something I could have fixed myself. :facepalm: Going to try to relax today, been stressed out. Going to read & catch up on some tv shows.
I laughed so hard, the area of my gut which is narrowed and inflamed began hurting a LOT more. Being off the Morphine allowed me to actually feel where the pain is, and if there was any pain at all. Turns out there is, and there's a lot of it - right in the appendix area, too.
I have done nothing productive today or any other day since my hospital stay. Plan on renting a season of the Big Bang Theory after I pick the wife up from work, that show is fucking hilarious. Spent about an hour or so reading The Evolution of God, excellent book.
Woke with sore throat, mild fever, my room feels like an oven. Have work to do. Going to check with the Airlines regarding custom and stuff, would be using Rosetta stone for Italian and will look for some Italian club to join in order to get the hang of it.
I have done nothing productive today or any other day since my hospital stay. Plan on renting a season of the Big Bang Theory after I pick the wife up from work, that show is fucking hilarious. Spent about an hour or so reading The Evolution of God, excellent book.
Been watching it since Season 1. Yep, it's effing funny.
Today I ran errands, watered my plants (it hasn't rained here in weeks ) & cleaned the upholstery of my car. I've been preparing my car to sell it (getting a new car). I'm dreading attempting to cover the scratches with touch up paint. I just know I will fuck it up. :facepalm:
More yard work today seeing as I have absolutely nothing better to do. Might also take the bike for a spin as usual, I went further than I normally do yesterday and it was good fun :thumbsup: Plus it's sunny today which is a nice change.
Bike ride was a success. Made it round my fairly new route in record time so I'm pretty happy, and I can feel myself gradually getting fitter and healthier. Fuck I've missed feeling like this!
Drinking beer with Dad after making up from a huge fight last night and filling out forms to get me unemployment benefits because I can't work due to the fact I can't stand up for more than 5 minutes at a time.
TIA chilling out with my dog and Family after a long day spent walking the dog in the pissing rain, doing a load of house and garden work (in the rain, again) - dead heading flowers, removing pollen-bits to help my mum's hayfever and feeding plants etc, then learning the lyrics to the final movement of Beethoven's Symphony #9 and I made my first C++ program that works out the median of input data, and works of while/loop functions.
Real productive day. Oh and I saw these two when going into my Town to collect my meds - and get rid of those fucked up ones, Mirtazapine...(instead 2 carrier bags and a pallate of my medical drinks)
Yes, I wanted to get a closer picture but it's kinda hard to not look like a perv around 5:30pm when everyone is coming back from work etc, and looking at the kid wearing a huge bag and coat pointing a phone in their obvious direction. Also edited for privacy...
Productive day, in a mood to write some funny stuff. Got raped by my AC which isn't working now and I created a pool for myself in which I swim. I will make a thread about it.
Today, I have to do yard work. I need to do the usual stuff- mowing grass, etc then finish up the raised flower bed I started. I laid down the first layer of bricks yesterday but I'm not happy with how it turned out so I will have to fix it then add the other layers of bricks. It's starting to cool down a little which is nice. Seems like the heat wave is starting to end.
Tripping after testing out my new batch of mushrooms and reclining, thinking and hoping my hospital appointment tomorrow goes well. Need a surgery date already.
Wasted the entire day away waiting for some people to come round and fit a new venetian blind in my room. Worth the wait as the blind looks awesome and works well, but I'm kinda pissed that the day has gone already. Might make up for it with a quick bike ride before dinner.
Having a few beers after getting a good scan results at the Hospital for my Crohn's (hardly any imflammation, but the twist is obviousl still there - may have an MRI scan in a few days) and being put back on the Mirtazapine but at a lower dose *shudder*. Got the family over as we are having a party before my Dad's birthday this weekend. Spoilt him rotten buying his favourite food and drink today. Should be a fun weekend
I have the Doctors today. Gonna try and blag some viagra and talk about post-surgery rehab help.
As for yesterday (as it's now the early morning) it was a fucked up day.
Had people come to insulate the house/loft at 0700hrs, my cat died at 1000hrs, I was shitting out blood for the second day in a row after pulling my gut just by picking out weeds in the garden the other day and hearing/feeling my gut where the twist is go "pop" and I lurched back in agony, what else? Oh an ear infection that has sent my immune system into a shitstorm so that means more Crohn's pain due to my immune system being up a gear and therefore attacking my gut and my best mate who I hadn't seen in at least 10 months randomly came round - which was a pleasant surprise
Today I went to the dentist for a cleaning. The Valium I get prescribed for my dentist appts did not help this time. I had severe anxiety (I am an adult who is terrified of the dentist XD) & had a complete meltdown. XD I also did yard work in the morning & wrote up my grocery list. Other than that I just surfed the net.
Today I am jet-lagged to shit after returning home from the states. Currently sitting here with a can of Relentless as I pass the time before tonight's sleep session. An ice-cream van just passed by, sounding as though it had crashed into something and broke the loudspeaker as it's tune sounded really messed up. Once I get some sleep, I plan on working on a little project of mine
Today's soundtrack is "Business As Usual", an album by Men At Work. Quite catchy, I have to say. 4 more tracks left, before the playlist jumps over to "Cargo", a more recent album by the same band which I haven't listened to yet. Hopefully it's a good one!
Cheers brah
Well today I am reluctantly (and hopefully) going to have surgery. Went for an early morning run just to escape reality for a bit. Might go for a run at the hospital later to escape them for a bit, too.
Cheers brah
Well today I am reluctantly (and hopefully) going to have surgery. Went for an early morning run just to escape reality for a bit. Might go for a run at the hospital later to escape them for a bit, too.
Just make sure your exit is through the front door and not out of the operating theater window
Today I woke up after midday and it's pretty fucking depressing to be honest. I set my alarm for 9:30, woke up as planned but accidentally fell asleep after turning my alarm off. I woke up again to a phone call from an unknown number at 12:15, which I didn't answer.
Well it's a bit late but later on I'll be (possibly) drinking some beer with Dad and laughing at the Olympic opening ceremony as it's bound to be cheesy with all the really bad BBC commentary.
HOWEVER, earlier today, about 45 minutes ago, I flashed a new ROM onto my phone this one, if you are interested: http://forum.xda-developers.com/showthread.php?t=1353861) and fuck me it is smooth. Will check it out after copying everything back across from the PC to SDHC card.
To be fair, this was my reaction...in my head
HUGE thanks to trx100 for getting me started in the rooting game, and I had the smuggest look on my face when my Sister said "it looks no different" to me as she was using her iPhone.
HUGE thanks to trx100 for getting me started in the rooting game, and I had the smuggest look on my face when my Sister said "it looks no different" to me as she was using her iPhone.
heh heh heh. I might flash my phone with a new ROM right now actually, seeing as I'm due for an upgrade as my contract has nearly ran out. Plus I'm drunk right now so who gives a shit anyway!
Today I cleaned and had some beauty appts. Cleared out my basement and put a lot of shit on the curb. Pretty sure the garbage company is going to charge me extra for such a large pickup. :mad: When I heard the garbage truck, I looked out the window to make sure they were taking all the boxes and noticed one of the garbage men is seriously really fucking hot. Like I would fuck the shit out of him if I were single, lol. Currently waiting for my friend to pick me up. We're going to a bar with a bunch of people.
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Yeah, apart from that, I would be trying to finish work in few hours. Lot of pressure.
Chances are I'll go for a walk at 5am if my stomach is alright. My small intestine is now so narrow I have to take laxatives with any food as I can feel it being blocked up. Depressed as fuck until the surgery as it's my last chance.
Between 08:00 and 11:00 we have Council people coming over to get a date for free insulation (as my Sister and I are cripples) and then off to the Doctors this evening to get a letter so I can qualify for ~£55 a week as I successfully applied for 3 jobs, but was then turned down, as if by coincidence or something more sinister from all of them, by the fact I am seen as "unreliable" due to my condition and having surgery at some point soon, so this is the only income I get. Better than nothing though.
True Blood.
Watch it.
No, don't.
You're better than that. Instead try out the mini-skirt :hai:
I support this.
I laughed so hard, the area of my gut which is narrowed and inflamed began hurting a LOT more. Being off the Morphine allowed me to actually feel where the pain is, and if there was any pain at all. Turns out there is, and there's a lot of it - right in the appendix area, too.
This...could suck. Pretty hard.
Been watching it since Season 1. Yep, it's effing funny.
That's about it
Real productive day. Oh and I saw these two when going into my Town to collect my meds - and get rid of those fucked up ones, Mirtazapine...(instead 2 carrier bags and a pallate of my medical drinks)
Yes, I wanted to get a closer picture but it's kinda hard to not look like a perv around 5:30pm when everyone is coming back from work etc, and looking at the kid wearing a huge bag and coat pointing a phone in their obvious direction. Also edited for privacy...
As for yesterday (as it's now the early morning) it was a fucked up day.
Had people come to insulate the house/loft at 0700hrs, my cat died at 1000hrs, I was shitting out blood for the second day in a row after pulling my gut just by picking out weeds in the garden the other day and hearing/feeling my gut where the twist is go "pop" and I lurched back in agony, what else? Oh an ear infection that has sent my immune system into a shitstorm so that means more Crohn's pain due to my immune system being up a gear and therefore attacking my gut and my best mate who I hadn't seen in at least 10 months randomly came round - which was a pleasant surprise
It's all go here!
Also I had to be reminded it was my birthday today and I have a mate staying over for a few days so that should give me some light relief.
Today I am jet-lagged to shit after returning home from the states. Currently sitting here with a can of Relentless as I pass the time before tonight's sleep session. An ice-cream van just passed by, sounding as though it had crashed into something and broke the loudspeaker as it's tune sounded really messed up. Once I get some sleep, I plan on working on a little project of mine
Today's soundtrack is "Business As Usual", an album by Men At Work. Quite catchy, I have to say. 4 more tracks left, before the playlist jumps over to "Cargo", a more recent album by the same band which I haven't listened to yet. Hopefully it's a good one!
Well today I am reluctantly (and hopefully) going to have surgery. Went for an early morning run just to escape reality for a bit. Might go for a run at the hospital later to escape them for a bit, too.
Just make sure your exit is through the front door and not out of the operating theater window
Today I woke up after midday and it's pretty fucking depressing to be honest. I set my alarm for 9:30, woke up as planned but accidentally fell asleep after turning my alarm off. I woke up again to a phone call from an unknown number at 12:15, which I didn't answer.
HOWEVER, earlier today, about 45 minutes ago, I flashed a new ROM onto my phone this one, if you are interested: http://forum.xda-developers.com/showthread.php?t=1353861) and fuck me it is smooth. Will check it out after copying everything back across from the PC to SDHC card.
To be fair, this was my reaction...in my head
HUGE thanks to trx100 for getting me started in the rooting game, and I had the smuggest look on my face when my Sister said "it looks no different" to me as she was using her iPhone.
Suck my dick, Steve Jobs.
heh heh heh. I might flash my phone with a new ROM right now actually, seeing as I'm due for an upgrade as my contract has nearly ran out. Plus I'm drunk right now so who gives a shit anyway!