pussy emo faggot life rant
blink182
Acolyte
This is a rant by an emo pussy faggot with 0 friends, no life, no job, only my mom's money, and nothing to look forward to. I'm such a faggot that I can't even get weed because no one will talk to me for more than 10 seconds to tell me who sells weed. Even people I hardly know seriously hate my guts because 1. I'm a faggot and 2. people tell them I'm a faggot. It's a smallish town, not so small that there's nothing here, but small enough to where most people know most people. its like 20,000 or some shit. Anyway I tried to get some weed today because I haven't had any in forever. Well someone who I don't think hates me told me to ask this guy named Jeff, he used to be cool so I figured he might tell me. Told me to fuck off then I got butthurt. Asked like 10 other people, most ignored. One said they won't tell me because basically I'm a fag. That's not exactly what they said but to paraphrase it would be that. That's the reason I made the ordering online thread. It's basically my only option.
Anyway after mass rejection (and I tried to just have a normal conversation, same result) I was massively butthurt so I went and took a dip because that's what I do I guess. Then I realized that was my last dip but I can't drive to get more because no drivers license so I'm fucked. Even though like 14 year olds have it I don't. Then I had some booze but personally I don't really like booze and I prefer weed over it by like x234234 but of course none of that. And my mom gets pissed when I drink her booze anyway so I was like fuck it. I was actually so desperate I smoked some tea which does basically nothing but makes you calm down a little I guess.
I gave up on sex and shit a while ago. I used to think I had a chance but I don't so now I just focus on drugs but I fail so hard I can't even get that. Even the biggest losers in the world can get drugs and I can't. I could get a job and have had one at some points but I hate it so much it's not worth it. Also I would have nothing to spend money on besides drugs anyway, but I can get that from my mother.
I would kill myself, but I'm too big of a pussy faggot to do that. I used to be on anti depressants for years, since I was like 10. That fucked me up I think. Raped my self esteem (whatever I had) from a young age. But I think that really doesn't matter because I had no friends before that. I've basically been depressed to a certain degree my entire life. I think my life got fucked hugely in 4th grade. I became friends with this kid and I did whatever he said because from Kindergarten till then I never had a friend so I didn't wanna lose him as my friend. Well I'm not saying it's his fault I'm fucked up, but even he has said if I never met him I'd be at least somewhat normal. So because of that he's usually nice to me but still won't give me a dealer's number even though I know he has one.
Right now I'm talking to a a guy with a huge mental/emotional disorder on facebook. Sadly he, like me, is too big of a faggot to get any weed/drugs. Well he told me he hates life and logged off so that's cool. I have nothing to do. I already tried to like have a social life and shit. But I failed. I used to talk to people for a while but they always hated me and just felt sorry for me but now no one even does that. I'm not retarded btw, I'm actually completely normal outside depression.
Anyway after mass rejection (and I tried to just have a normal conversation, same result) I was massively butthurt so I went and took a dip because that's what I do I guess. Then I realized that was my last dip but I can't drive to get more because no drivers license so I'm fucked. Even though like 14 year olds have it I don't. Then I had some booze but personally I don't really like booze and I prefer weed over it by like x234234 but of course none of that. And my mom gets pissed when I drink her booze anyway so I was like fuck it. I was actually so desperate I smoked some tea which does basically nothing but makes you calm down a little I guess.
I gave up on sex and shit a while ago. I used to think I had a chance but I don't so now I just focus on drugs but I fail so hard I can't even get that. Even the biggest losers in the world can get drugs and I can't. I could get a job and have had one at some points but I hate it so much it's not worth it. Also I would have nothing to spend money on besides drugs anyway, but I can get that from my mother.
I would kill myself, but I'm too big of a pussy faggot to do that. I used to be on anti depressants for years, since I was like 10. That fucked me up I think. Raped my self esteem (whatever I had) from a young age. But I think that really doesn't matter because I had no friends before that. I've basically been depressed to a certain degree my entire life. I think my life got fucked hugely in 4th grade. I became friends with this kid and I did whatever he said because from Kindergarten till then I never had a friend so I didn't wanna lose him as my friend. Well I'm not saying it's his fault I'm fucked up, but even he has said if I never met him I'd be at least somewhat normal. So because of that he's usually nice to me but still won't give me a dealer's number even though I know he has one.
Right now I'm talking to a a guy with a huge mental/emotional disorder on facebook. Sadly he, like me, is too big of a faggot to get any weed/drugs. Well he told me he hates life and logged off so that's cool. I have nothing to do. I already tried to like have a social life and shit. But I failed. I used to talk to people for a while but they always hated me and just felt sorry for me but now no one even does that. I'm not retarded btw, I'm actually completely normal outside depression.
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It's true.
Straighedge4lyfe.
Fuck you. I'm the only 12 year old on here.
Yep, she is legit. You should see her on cam.
You said you wouldn't tell anyone about the cam shows!
Well, you said you wouldn't tell about my Vibrating dildo. Apparently you told everyone.
Sounds like your shit is heavy, bro. I guess moving isn't an option? If not, you should make it one, real soon.
Dude, you just need to talk. That's all.
See I knew someone would say something about that as they always do. you have to realize that my usernames have had 182 and/or blink in them for like 8 years and I its habit now.
LOL he's been their number 1 fan for eight years.
I only cam with adults, not fellow pre-teens.
I'm sorry.
HAHAHA.
gtfo faggot no one is going to that shit
Thanks man. I'm considering going juggalo myself. Thoughts? I've been thinking about it for a while now but just never got that push over the edge. I think I just got that push. The new friendships in the juggalo community would open up new doors for me I think.
Just kill yourself so we don't have to see your posts.
gtfo faggot no one is going to that shit
Want to meet up so we can duel with swords? It will end with you getting your throat slashed but I promise, it'll be the experience of a lifetime.