Seriously, wtf? I've been trying to do college since 2006, and I have like 1 semester of passes classes total. Weird problem to have imo, most people would have quit by now.
But I get excited about it, and convince myself that I will do well THIS TIME. Then the depression and uncertainty sets in, which turns to avoidance and drugs.
everything is so hard, and it's only because i make it so, but there's comfort in it somehow
maybe i should just watch my anime and stfu