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  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited July 2012
    ShadyTroll wrote: »
    and noticed one of the garbage men is seriously really fucking hot. Like I would fuck the shit out of him

    Damn you know how to crack me up :D

    GO FOR IT! They get paid lots!
    Well over here, anyway. Nobody wants that job.

    Also I am close to finishing my "explosive air rifle ammo" guide (just need to get pictures) and these are screenshots of my new phone ROM for trx to look over
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    The main menu after restoring apps from TitaniumBackup (no Nandroid backup really needed)

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    CPU diddley-bits

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    &T folder just to show i iz legit, innit

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    And if I am feeling especially lazy, I can text just by talking or search, set a reminder etc. I just don't like the thought of Google listening to me looking for shemale porn or whatever, y'know..
  • edited July 2012
    Looks like a pretty nice ROM you've got there! I'm still on Gingerbread V3 and I'm tempted to change, but I don't know if I can be bothered seeing as I'm due for an upgrade soon.
  • ShadyTrollShadyTroll Regular
    edited July 2012
    Today, I'm going to clean more and redo my pedicure. I think I'm going to go with mint nail polish this time. I had a shit time at the bar last night. I think I'm past the bar scene thing. Drinking doesn't really appeal to me. Why drink when you could do drugs with no calories?
  • edited July 2012
    Wasting my day away today. Feels like shit but I have no motivation and I'm kind of stuck in a circle now, will break out of it soon. Just dumped an entire can of tuna into a sandwich, love my tuna sarnies. After I've eaten this, I'll be playing some Dark Souls with a friend, fuck I love that game.

    EDIT: Forgot to mention that I've got some fast paced drum and bass playing, if anything gets me in a good mood it's some good D&B :thumbsup: Makes me hyper!
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    After going sober for 2 days, I'm finally getting rid of the itch by attending *drumroll* my best mates Sister's 21st tonight.

    What makes it awesome? This guy is an ex original &T member (was my backbone at Uni and my rave partner for years to come as well as traveling with him) and I get to have his bed which I hope will be full of this stuff - as I'm not gonna lie, everyone who has met his Sister wants to bang her senseless (sorry mate, you're probably reading this...but it's true)

    So in short, Jack Daniels, pharmaceuticals, young wimminz, house party and socially awkward me!
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  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    Had a 3 day bender, Friday to Sunday. Had 25mg Valium on Friday at a club and cannot remember a thing other than pissing in a sink and shouting "Nigger!" as a bartender got chucked out, then my mate shouting "Oi! RemadE! You shagged my Sister!".

    After that I went on a mini bar crawl with about 25 people, and some proper fit birds. One of which didn't like the fact I commented on her jiggly tits and got proper pissed about it. Anyway, it was a white-shirt night (great with the girls) and I had this on my back. MAD PROPS 2 Y'ALL!
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  • DaktologistDaktologist Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    ^Fuck yeah :D
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited September 2012
    Today I am looking at a pic of some girl that I have known since she was 16 and I lived with her mother. Now she is 30 and holy shit...

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  • DfgDfg Admin
    edited September 2012
    Do want, man
  • DfgDfg Admin
    edited September 2012
    RemadE wrote: »
    Had a 3 day bender, Friday to Sunday. Had 25mg Valium on Friday at a club and cannot remember a thing other than pissing in a sink and shouting "Nigger!" as a bartender got chucked out, then my mate shouting "Oi! RemadE! You shagged my Sister!".

    After that I went on a mini bar crawl with about 25 people, and some proper fit birds. One of which didn't like the fact I commented on her jiggly tits and got proper pissed about it. Anyway, it was a white-shirt night (great with the girls) and I had this on my back. MAD PROPS 2 Y'ALL!
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    Marry me.
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited September 2012
    RemadE wrote: »
    Had a 3 day bender, Friday to Sunday. Had 25mg Valium on Friday at a club and cannot remember a thing other than pissing in a sink and shouting "Nigger!" as a bartender got chucked out, then my mate shouting "Oi! RemadE! You shagged my Sister!".

    After that I went on a mini bar crawl with about 25 people, and some proper fit birds. One of which didn't like the fact I commented on her jiggly tits and got proper pissed about it. Anyway, it was a white-shirt night (great with the girls) and I had this on my back. MAD PROPS 2 Y'ALL!
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    Young man if you want to live you had better slow down.
  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited September 2012
    RemadE wrote: »
    Had a 3 day bender, Friday to Sunday. Had 25mg Valium on Friday at a club and cannot remember a thing other than pissing in a sink and shouting "Nigger!" as a bartender got chucked out, then my mate shouting "Oi! RemadE! You shagged my Sister!".

    After that I went on a mini bar crawl with about 25 people, and some proper fit birds. One of which didn't like the fact I commented on her jiggly tits and got proper pissed about it. Anyway, it was a white-shirt night (great with the girls) and I had this on my back. MAD PROPS 2 Y'ALL!
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    Sweet...:cool::thumbsup:
  • ArkansanArkansan Regular
    edited September 2012
    My wife's surgery for the miscarriage was this morning at 10am, of course they didn't get her back till 2pm. Also still haven't heard from the mechanic on our van which happened to shit out the day we found out. Happy 23rd birthday to me.:facepalm:
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    I call it quits on the weekend. That was my first night(s) out since my surgery and I think (no, I know) I went too far. Today I will be walking for an unspecified amount of time in the rain to clear out the cobwebs and maybe smoke a doobie at the top of a hill while reflecting on life.
  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited September 2012
    Arkansan wrote: »
    My wife's surgery for the miscarriage was this morning at 10am, of course they didn't get her back till 2pm. Also still haven't heard from the mechanic on our van which happened to shit out the day we found out. Happy 23rd birthday to me.:facepalm:
    It's your birthday? I would say happy birthday with meaning bro....However! It would seem inappropriate @ this stage. But I'm thinking it though. :(
    RemadE wrote: »
    I call it quits on the weekend. That was my first night(s) out since my surgery and I think (no, I know) I went too far. Today I will be walking for an unspecified amount of time in the rain to clear out the cobwebs and maybe smoke a doobie at the top of a hill while reflecting on life.
    Nothing but a doob on a hill could make one reflect upon their life with such focus.
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    It certainly helped :) smoking a couple more and watching Ted.
  • ThirdRockFromTheSunThirdRockFromTheSun <b style="color:blue;">Third<em style="color:pink;">Cock</em>FromThe<em style="color:brown;">Bum</em
    edited September 2012
    RemadE wrote: »
    It certainly helped :) smoking a couple more and watching Ted.

    That film is so awesome
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited September 2012
    It sure was! Plus having some eye candy courtest of Mila Kunis was a good choice ;) I'd love a bear like that. Plus he hits a bong like a champ! The bear that is. Also I downloaded a semi-decent camrip of "Savages". Need to watch it at some point. Seems good so far.

    Today I have managed to wake up (after less hash smoking) and got chores done, walked the dog on a fucking LONG walk (just went down random paths and the like). Then came the shopping, after which my Social Worker who I will have to go to next time as he wants me to get out of the house more (lawl). Told him about last weekend and before that my peaks and troughs of moods.
    Chill night with Dad tonight, probably watching part 2 of the MDMA program on Channel 4 in the UK *cough WATCH IT IF YOU CAN cough*

    Off out tomorrow, spending a day with my mate who's off to do a Masters at a University a fair bit away. Gonna miss that Mentor of a Mate.
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited November 2012
    Getting an MRI scan today! :hai: plus gotta buy a 1TB HDD as I got pissed and used the one attached to the TV as a projectile. Real dick move.

    Anyway, just tried to explain to the MRI scan lot that I had metal fragments in my eyes last month when making Thermite
    "Why were you making that? It sounds dangerous?"
    It is - I was blowing my nose and Aluminium dust was coming out for a couple of days.

    And an appropriate bit of a song:

    Oh...and trolling my Psychiatrist
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  • DfgDfg Admin
    edited November 2012
    Jesus, I only got an hour sleep in 34 hours and not to mention I spent 12 hours traveling and climbing a fucking Mountain. There a trip with Uni and boy it was fucking fun. I took pictures will share them if I can but it was a good day.
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited November 2012
    "Trip with a Uni boy" eh? ;) to be fair I would love to be an old, wise man up a mountain in that region. it was that sentence that made me take interest in the film The Men who stare at Goats as I said I also wanted a pet goat.
    Post the pics of the mountain at least!

    Lol that MRI was fun as hell! I got to have a pair of noise-cancelling headphones on as they are insanely loud. Anyway, turns out the operators/nurses could hear me singing along to Gangnam Style as they were plugged into the radio :facepalm:

    I also asked one of the younger, hotter nurses if she watches Breaking Bad.
    Needless to day, I had an outburst like this, as the valium kicked in
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    I also have a court date on the 13th of December (nice number there..) and so have been calling Lawyers, Advocacy groups etc. Nothing too serious so I won't be going to Prison. My bumhole is nice and intact. Sort of.
    As for yesterday, slowly getting my strength back as my abs have been unused since the operation and so after a 5am epiphany I am determined to get back on track.

    Also got a ton of shrooms ;) gonna leave them for the time being though.
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited November 2012
    So tell me more about your interest in the film The Men Who Stare at Goats.
  • DfgDfg Admin
    edited November 2012
    There were two classes today, both of them got cancelled, Internet is down so I am stuck with retarded speeds, things are looking up for me :D
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited November 2012
    Well what's to say TDR..it all began when I was sitting at a train station waiting to go to a rave back in October of 2009.
    I was staring at the poster advertising the film, my friend drinking some cans next to me as the other guys were in a car and we drew the short straws. I had just moved into University and was depressed, happy, in shock etc. Anywhoos, I turn to him and say "Y'know what? I would love to be a wise man who sits on a mountain and meditates. Maybe throw some psychedelics in there and of course - a pet goat". As I had been feeling suicidal my friend says to me "How can you be a wise man if you intend to die at the age of 30? You've yet to live life". I started getting teary eyes and that line stuck with me. I mean really stuck with me and from that moment on I've viewed the film as the start of a conversation that has changed my perception of the world, myself and how I manage the two.
    Also it has Crohn's in and the link you discussed some time ago with me which is all rather cool and scarily in tune.

    As for "What am I doing today" I'm seeing an old mate after 4 years or so of his going off the radar. Also I am "recovering" after spending yesterday in a massive paranoid headfuck where I was convinced my room was bugged. I'd hold conversations outside, tried talking to my parents about it which didn't go down well etc. Was exhausting.
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited November 2012
    Which link was that?
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited November 2012
    The person who the film is based on. The link between myself, you and him :) sorry I know, being vague for a reason as I don't like jabbering on public areas.
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited November 2012
    I got ya...
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited December 2012
    I've been going on about it for ages.

    Today is the day!
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  • DfgDfg Admin
    edited December 2012
    FUCK YEAH!

    EDIT: Working, got Mid terms. Watched, Dex, Castle, How I Met Yo Mum, 2 Broke Girls, Homeland in a row :D
  • OldSchoolHardcoreOldSchoolHardcore Semo-Regulars
    edited December 2012
    Happy about the decent weather, hoping it wont snow any day soon. (I hate the driving conditions in the winter here) I went grocery shopping, it started raining, I discovered I had forgotten some things so I walked about 10 minutes up the road in the rain to the nearest store and came back. Gave my boyfriend a hair cut, and now on this site and totse2. :)
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    I gave myself a haircut, with a straight razor.
  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited December 2012
    Sick as MF bitch ..... FUFUFUFU Flu virus. :angry:
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    I told you what to take for it in the chat box :POKE:
  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited December 2012
    I told you what to take for it in the chat box :POKE:
    Did it involve a 40oz bottle of johnny walker? :confused:
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    bornkiller wrote: »
    Did it involve a 40oz bottle of johnny walker? :confused:

    No, but I know another cure that involves 12.4 fluid oz of Mescal in 10 seconds.

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  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited December 2012
    Suddenly I have a great respect for your cures. :thumbsup:
  • OldSchoolHardcoreOldSchoolHardcore Semo-Regulars
    edited December 2012
    No, but I know another cure that involves 12.4 fluid oz of Mescal in 10 seconds.

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    Fuck that shit, I drank a mini bottle and ate the worm. I was expecting to get wasted but I just felt sick. I'll stick to gin and vodka.


    As for you bornkiller try some of these?
  • bornkillerbornkiller Administrator In your girlfriends snatch
    edited December 2012
    Fuck that shit, I drank a mini bottle and ate the worm. I was expecting to get wasted but I just felt sick. I'll stick to gin and vodka.
    You would feel sick knocking back the worm in a mini bottle. There's not enough alcohol in one of those.
    The fun part about accessing the worm is trying to get through the tequila first.
    I tried the vicks vapour rub and a bowl of hot steaming water but I ended up eating the vicks & it made me feel yuck. :(
    Thanks for the link though. :)
  • OldSchoolHardcoreOldSchoolHardcore Semo-Regulars
    edited December 2012
    bornkiller wrote: »
    You would feel sick knocking back the worm in a mini bottle. There's not enough alcohol in one of those.
    The fun part about accessing the worm is trying to get through the tequila first.


    I tried the vicks vapour rub and a bowl of hot steaming water but I ended up eating the vicks & it made me feel yuck. :(
    Thanks for the link though. :)

    your welcome

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  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited December 2012
    Well today I was...
    Waking up at 0300hrs to a text from a model I used to have awesome sex with at Uni. I've not seen her in about 9 months, and after she ignored my messages and moved to London, I got a text from her. Cue me staying awake, heart pounding, knowing I relied on her to take the pill and hoped I wasn't a Dad. But convincing myself I was a Father.

    After that, not a lot. Brought some booze for tonight as it's been a while and slept. Walked the dawg and passed the time. Currently watching Starship Troopers and the one cigarette I went out for, heard this line on the audiobook which really hit a nerve, but I'm glad I'm not alone.

    You can list the symptoms of junk sickness, but the feel of it is like no other feeling and you can not put it into words.
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    your welcome

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  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited December 2012
    'Nuff said.
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  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    Well I hate to disappoint, but TheDrunkenRodent is retired. I still have the odd draft beer at my lodge but I just don't like the way it makes feel when I get drunk anymore so I stop getting drunk. I am now concentrating the 420 for my PTSD.
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited December 2012
    I was gonna say, herb is preferable but I don't have any (saving a joints-worth of slate hash) but I know you are also 420 inclined :-)

    As for me today, pretty ill and just got back from a psych appointment where I almost made said psych cry due to me asking why I go etc as I'd only have to change my ways if I had to hold down a job. In short, don't question the status quo!

    Also spent a fair amount of time playing an old hacking-sim game called Uplink. Been a fan for years. Good stuff! :hai:
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    I wasted most of a day recently playing and old DOS Sub SIM, 686 Attack Sub (1988), in D-Fend Reloaded.
  • edited December 2012
    It's been non-stop since getting home from Uni for the Christmas break, been seeing mates every single day so far and it's been pretty friggin' good to be honest :thumbsup: Today I've been chilling though, been playing guitar for the last few hours and I'm about to make a start on Uncharted 3 which I'm yet to play. If the previous games are anything to go by, it's going to be sweet. Just waiting till this evening when I can go to the pub! :D
  • RemadERemadE Global Moderator
    edited December 2012
    Seeing as it's 00:15, today I am seeing a female friend and will no doubt make no sexual advances because of rather severe issues with that and my mental state at the moment.
    However during this episode of consciousness (as in yesterday, plus I have not slept so to me it still feels like Wednesday and not the day it is - Thursday) I met up with an old friend who has known me for the best part of 11 years and had the most frank, personal talk about things - "I wish I had your social skills, Remade..however do you want to grasp this world, get what you deserve - because you aren't stupid, and enjoy life? Or still live at home with your Parents, doing drugs every day for the foreseeable future?". Really put a frog in my throat, that one - and the drugs are pharmaceuticals, not illegal ones (although they fucking should be given the amount of middle class, elderly abuse of them round my neck of the woods). I seriously need to sort my shit out and accept the things I cannot. That guy is awesome and rebalances my Karma/Zen/head/whatever you call it every time I see him. I also have a nasty lung infection so have stopped smoking even the 2 a day I have, especially as smoking in cold weather is fucking dumb. At least for me, as it truly screws my chest up. Now I am sitting here only able to breathe in halfway, and sleeping is almost impossible as I am convinced I'll stop breathing.

    Then I got home and had a bath, finishing the last glug of Jack Daniels listening to a Zombie Podcast (called We're Alive...good stuff, albeit a bit cheesy and shit audio levels so you have to boost it)
  • Darth BeaverDarth Beaver Meine Ehre heißt Treue
    edited December 2012
    If you moved to Florida I would fix your head in week. You just have to let go and live in the now RemadE. That is all there is. The past is gone from our thin grasp, the future does not exist in a form that we can use, and now is gone before we can name it. So don't name it, don't describe it, don't analyze it, just live it. Each moment at a time. Make the moments count. Every moment you sit in front of your keyboard or just smoking a dope and staring out the window or worrying about this that or the other thing is like a coin falling from a hole in the bottom of your purse. You will never spend it. Stop worrying period. Only 10% of what we worry about it real. Of that 10% only 10% is within our control. Instead of wasting effort worrying spend that energy identifying the 1% you have control over. Then instead of worrying about it exercise the control you have over that 1% and fix it. The other 90% will never happen and the other 9% is just life.
  • edited December 2012
    Possibly the best advice I've heard all day. Thanks TDR, I needed that, I've had some shit on my mind.
  • ThirdRockFromTheSunThirdRockFromTheSun <b style="color:blue;">Third<em style="color:pink;">Cock</em>FromThe<em style="color:brown;">Bum</em
    edited December 2012
    If you moved to Florida I would fix your head in week. You just have to let go and live in the now RemadE. That is all there is. The past is gone from our thin graps, the future does not exist in a form that we can use, and now is gone before we can name it. So don't name it, don't describe it, don't analyze it, just live it. Each moment at a time. Make the moments count. Every moment you sit in front of your keyboard or just smoking a dope and starting out the window or worrying about this that or the other thing is like a coin falling from a hole in the bottom of your purse. You will spend it. Stop worrying period. Only 10% of what we worry about it real. Of that 10% only 10% is withing our control. Instead of wasting effort worrying spend that energy identifying the 1% you have control over. Then instead of worrying about it exercise the contrl you have over that 1% and fix it. The other 90% will never happen and the other 9% is just life.

    Very apt, TDR. I like your way of thinking.

    Also, this is probably the most active thread on totseans ever.
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