Drug Addiction
by Chris Bellingham
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When I was 12 years old, I started to smoke bud. The only reason I started was to try and escape from reality. When I was 13, I became addicted to crystal. I loved that tingly feeling I got after the glass dick and I loved the thick white smoke that I blew. Well, I got badly addicted and me and this fool Tony who was 170 would steal from and rob people, sometimes house.
Well the cops ended up getting warrant on me and raiding my house. They finally caught and when they did, they found a ton of shit. I was sent to Juneville hall and that was the second worst time of my life.
When i finally got out, I started back up and started harder. By the time I was 15, coke was no longer working for me. So I started to make connections and finally I was able to get my hands on shiva.
The week I did it, I was so screwed up I hardly remember anything. I dropped acid and shot up 3 times.
I woke up at the park by my house, bloody and bruised. I couldn't think straight. I walked home, hardly remembering were home was. I got home and feel down in my shower. Next thing i know i was at the hospital.
I had high levels of alcohol, in my system along with other stuff and i had lost a lot of blood. I have been clean every since that week.
I still don't know how I got bloody and brusied, but I prefer to close that chapter.
Sometimes when i'm alone, I start to sweat or my stomach hurts, its been 2 years and I still feel the cravings.
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