my yr and a half on multi drugs

by cccisthewaytobe

Im a 16yr old drug addict whos already had a heart attack. I just want to tell some ppl how fuck up my last year and a half was on drugs. I skated a lot like you wouldn't bilieve how much I was a rollerblader and a damn good one at harwich skate park in massacusetts. Well I got bored with being at the park all day and started to film with a bunch of friends and after a long night of filming I decide to get a griz. I got so high. Thats were it begins I just started smokin weed all the time and meet a cool girl named kate who introduced me to coricicdin at this point. Weed and coricidin were my love. I took corisidin all day all night during school. I dove right into the drug seen. After a while things went sour with me and kate and we broke up because I was trippin 24/7 just like kates best friend karens ex pat. so I started hanginging out with this chubby kid named rick. Man was he funny hed drive me to cvs Id grab we'd run. It was the best summer ever I was fucked up eveynight.

Then his 25 year old sister came back from colorodo to take shelter from meyth abuse. I hungout round them all day and then jared a homless 11th came to live with rick he had acid so I was trippin on dxm and took some acid. That night one of the best and worst things happned that could have ever happened me and ricks sis did the deed.lol. any ways time went on and more drugs came into the situation like opium and shit and coricidin was always there cause it was free of course. Well 3months into the relationship we told rick mistake number 1. Hes was cool with it for the time being. Mean while we were blowin pain killers like you wouldn't bilieve. and havin the time of our lives.Coricidin was still there with the pain killers. Boxes apon boxes of ccc. I must of stolen atleast 500,000 in just coricidin from stores. I was suppliin 2 ppl me and rick. His sis didn't trip.This is where I goto westwood lodge a rehabiltatin center in october. We had this big plan to get the fuck off the cape and move to colorodo so his sis left and went back for a week. Which was the most fucked up week ever may I add. I was livin at ricks and hesold his computer and we were getttin wicked messed up beyond resort.

Ricks sister came back after a week of colorodo. Me and rick kept skippin school and dumb shit like that and keep gettin deeper and deeper into drugs. Till were spendin our whole day gettin drugs and doin em. This continues all through december into january and then this is were everything and everyone is fuct.I go to framingham with my friend dakota to skate and it just so happens theres mad weed up there. and I was spose to spend the night with ricks sis and I chooose framingham. Bottom line shes pissed. While Im away she gets shitty and sleeps with this drunken bastard of a kid named matt but thats besides the point. She wanted revenge and she got it. I forgave her and got back together with her.But Im the kinda guy that once you break my trust its gone ya know. So the relationship had its ups and downs and rick told his parents and lied about a bunch o shit. To his sis bout me to his parents bout me. and Im kicked outtta the house. During our ritlan and adderall trade time we all had prescriptions for em. So we only last 2 of these really fucked up months. and I tripped and she didn't want me too cause it already took me once.

Two times a charm tho. I trip she dumps. Then something comes up from a while a go a house I went into across the road which my grampy had the key so took it cause I was on a coke binge and took 60dallors in coins from the house and screwed ricks sis in there. but my grampa tells the police that he found a jar in the porch and they get finger prints and I turn myelf in. My parents move the court date up I od and slash my wrist and end up in yet another rehab.after this place I find myself lost without ricks sis. Im alone and I start to try to rebuilt and get a job which I do and I buy loots of drugs with all the money I make. Then I get fired cause I didn't go cause I was trippin. shit happens. Im on a yrs probation for breakin and enter and I was workin wwashin windows and I failed a screen that my dad called cause I was trippin on dramaimne and he knew it and like a whole phamacy of pills came outta my pocket. He flushed em. I fail the test with morfeen and thc. the next morning I wake up at 4 cut my wrist to the vein and faint wake back up grp a trash bag and head out side to were I put the trash bag around my waist and start to smoke ciggerettes in it. Kinda ironic my dad finds me and brings me to the er. Where I go through two more rehabs and here I am writtin this. There so much shit I didn't say I need to get this off my chest and this is it so the moral of the story is dun do drugs cause after youll never appreciate life wihout em.