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Inez's Story(mf,ff,nc,violence), Part 3
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I am naked, weak, and exhausted. Carl has just locked me out and
sent me home. I walk around to the side of his house to be in the shadows.
I slowly work my way home. Mostly I keep to the alleys. I have to watch
where I step. Just as I am about to cross the street to my own block.
someone behind me says 'Hello.' I turn instinctively and see a boy from
school. I cover myself with my hands. 'I have been following you for the
last six blocks. You are gorgeous. Is this some kind of initiation?'
(Yes.) 'May I walk with you?' (Yes.) We walk together until we reach
my house. (Thank you.) 'My name is Wayne Walker. May I know yours
please.' (Inez Cooper.) 'I thought so. We have an appointment tommorrow.
I am looking forward to it with great anticipation. I am a virgin.
I have had my eye on you for a long time. Someday I want to marry you.
Please forgive me for telling you this. I have wanted to tell you for a
long time. Ever since my brother Paul was dating you. We have the same
mother but different dads. I am probably boreing you. We can talk again
tommorrow. I want to leave you with a thought. The thought is this:
Someone loves you.' Wayne waves goodby and walks off. I go into my home.
At school, Maxine tells me of my date that night. 'He will pick you
up at your house at seven. He wants you to dress for a date.
At seven, Wayne rings my doorbell. He and mother talk for a time.
'Do you go to school with Inez?' 'Mrs Cooper, I want to be honest with
you. I cannot lie. I paid Maxine three hundred dollars so that I could
have this date with Inez. I love her. I barely know her, but I love her.
I am going to work hard for the next few years to make myself worthy
of her. I feel that Inez needs a friend. I want to be that friend.
She has done lots of things that she might be ashamed of. I don't care.
I love the person inside of that gorgeous body. I am going to be somebody
someday. I want Inez by my side. I will be good to her.
I worship the ground she walks on. Please don't tell her that though.'
I have a wonderful time. Wayne seems to anticipate my every wish.
We see a movie first. One that I have wanted to see for a long time.
We go out to eat. We drive along the beach and go wading on a private
beach. Wayne has the key to let us in. Finally we drive into the
canyon and watch the stars. I put my head on his shoulder and
stare at the sky. I am very happy.
Wayne wants to be my special friend. I tell him to be patient,
because one of my special friends has recently turned out to be a fink.
I now hate Tommy. We were once very very close friends. Wayne asks me to
call him if I need anything. He is a new student in the highschool just
like me. We don't share any classes, but we might next year. I like him.
We shake hands and kiss lightly. 'Inez, I will be a virgin on my wedding
night. I know that you are not a virgin, but I don't care. You are a
gorgeous girl, but the Inez that I love is inside the body. Goodnight.
Wayne said that he loved me. I forgot that this was a whore night.
I had so much fun that I forgot. The next night Tommy has me over to
his house. 'These customers cannot afford to fuck you. They just want
to see you. Strip for each one. Only the third one gets to touch.
I strip for each boy and stand naked while he stares at me.
While he stares at me, I part my legs and finger myself for a while.
I squeeze my breasts and make my nipples swell. I turn around
and touch my toes. Finally, I spread my legs and bend at the knees.
I get many repeat customers.
The third boy is allowed to fondle my breasts and finger my
pussy. I lose control when he fingers me. I breath heavy, and help
him rub me to climax. The boys love to see me lose control.
When I am finished, Tommy tells me that I have a torture session Sat night.
This one will be at Tommy's house. One on one. Ten customers.
I rest up for the occasion. When I arrive,
I see the new torture equipment. Tommy has made a metal frame seven feet
high and eight feet wide. It has many pulleys and hooks along the edges.
when the first boy arrives, I strip and face the frame while they tie my
feet and pull. I am hung by my feet from the corners. My feet and legs
are pulled far apart as I hang. My hands are tied to the two bottom
corners. The top ropes are pulled as tight as possible, spreading my legs
wide. The boy is allowed to look into my open pussy and feel me also.
The boy is allowed to squeeze my hanging breasts. When my head is pounding
I am released and the boy is given a needle. He can put it anywhere he
wishes. My hands are tied behind me. He follows the normal pattern
and stabs my breast. I scream in pain and cry. Finally he pulls it out
and leaves.
Tommy does variations thru the night. Once he has the boy
stab my breast while I hang upside down. Another time he hangs me
from my hands which are tied behind me. This is extreemly painful.
When the boys are gone. Tommy wants to play some. He hangs me upside
down with my feet spread. For a long time Tommy plays with my pussy.
I get excited even while hanging. When I am standing again, tommy has
me spread my legs and hold my pussy open for him while he strokes me.
I lose control quickly. Tommy knows how to get to me. When I am almost
ready, Tommy stops. I beg him to continue, and finally he finishes me.
Tommy rapes me and then allows me to leave.
My breasts are getting extreemly tender, because of their constant
violation by the needles. Each new needle is more painfull than the
last. I tell Tommy, but he just shrugs.
The next session at Carl's house involves only Helen and me.
Carl wants to start with a strip poker session. Four men are involved
They have us stripped in no time. We are both forced to stand on the
table and parade for them, crawl around the table, and squat in front
of each guest. We both get the rack and we are forced to suck our own
pussies while the other sucks too with intermittent french kissing.
We ride the pussy rubber and the water machine. We each mount the
spread eagle machine and scream our pain while each man forces his hands
into our pussies and fingers into our wombs. The last torture seems the
worst. Our hands are tied behind us and we are hung by our hands from
the ceiling. We are standing on out tip toes to avoid pain.
The guests get to help with this one. Tounge crushers are put on us and
then carl brings out the needles. I cry from the sight of them.
When by breasts are violated, I scream my pain. They also stab our ass
cheeks and tongues. We hang there for a long time while they watch us.
Finally they pull the needles out and each guest is allowed to rape us
as we hang. Carl shows them our secret spots and each guest gets
both of us excited.
We both end up begging each guest to finish us. Finally Carl
takes their money and shows each guest to the door.
Carl comes down and rapes us both before he lowers us.
'You are good. You will make me a lot of money.' Carl puts our money
in our hands that are still bound behind us. Carl pushes us both
out into the night. We run out of the light. When we move out of the
shadows, someone takes us by the arm and leads us to a parked car.
It is Wayne. 'Kathy told me where you would be.' Wayne helps us into his
car. 'Stay down, please.' Wayne drives us home. When we are in the
living room, Wayne unties us. I am naked and ashamed standing in front of
him. I guess mother feels the same, because she does not cover herself or
leave the room. 'I love you both. If you must do these things, please let
me help you as much as I can. Tell me when you go on these excursions so
that I can be there like tonight. You might need help. I can take care of
myself.' Wayne notices the holes in the sides of our breasts. He gently
touches us there and starts to cry. 'You have been hurt.'
I try to explain that this is how we make a living. Wayne offers to
pay us to stop, but I cannot allow that. We promise to tell Wayne when
we go out on jobs. Wayne kisses me on the mouth. Our cheeks are both
wet. Wayne leaves. (He is quite a guy.) Mother agrees.
We get a few weeks of freedom. Our wounds heal and our spirits lift.
My whoreing is started again with a call from Maxine. I report to the
address to find Buddy Fowler waiting for me. I slapped his face for a
rude remark at school once. Buddy grabs me and kisses me hard.
(Please go easy with me, Buddy, you will get what you want.)
'Strip.' I take my clothes off and stand naked before him. He smiles and
works on my special spot. I am ready soon. Buddy notices my wet pussy.
I start moving to his rhythm. When I moan, Buddy stops. 'Make me ready.'
I undress him and fondle his penis till it is hard. Buddy grabs my hair
and forces me to suck his penis. I suck till he comes in my mouth.
When I try to work on myself, he grabs my hands and tells me not to
touch myself till he tells me. He works on my special spot till I moan
then he stops again. I start to cry. 'Make me ready.
He forces me to suck him till he is hard. He forces his penis into my
wet pussy and pumps me for a short time. When he is finished with me,
he has me stand on the table in front of him and work on myself.
When I moan and start to really come good, he pulls my hand away and makes
me stand there exposed to him.
(Please, buddy, let me finish myself.) Buddy hands me a carrot and
tells me to use it to finish myself. I again bring myself to moaning and
this time I finish myself. When my screams are quiet and I am back
down on the ground, Buddy has me eat the carrot.
When he is finished looking at me he stands up and pulls me off the table.
Buddy slaps me hard, several times. 'Now we are even, slut.'
I dress and leave.
I visit several Johns that week. Most are OK. Some of them are even fun.
When Carl calls and wants mother and me for a torture session I am no
longer exctied about it. We cannot see a way out so we go.
The session is like all the others except that when I am in the newest
device which spreads my legs wide, someone sticks sharp pieces of wood
under my toenails and lights them on fire while another guest is forcing
his finger into my uterus. By the time I notice the toenails, my flesh is
being burned. I can do nothing to prevent it but cry and scream.
My toes are very sore for weeks.
I visit Mr. Pots fast food store and appologize to him in front of
all his employees. I ask for my job back, but he refuses.
On the last week of school, I get a call from Maxine. I have two
Johns on one night. I refuse. Maxine mentions the needles.
I tell her I will do it just this once. Maxine gives me instructions
and hangs up. The first door is opened by Mr. Pots. Fear grips me as I
walk into his home. He asks for and gets all of my clothes.
I stand before him naked. He goes to my spot first off and gets me hot.
When I moan and open myself wide for him, he undresses and forces me onto
the floor. When he has come in my pussy, he tells me he wants to
torture me. When I refuse, he grabs my hands and ties them behind me.
I beg him not to hurt me, but he only smiles. When he produces needles
I start to cry and beg for mercy. He takes my breast in his hand and
inserts the needle. I try not to move. The needle goes thru my breast
and out the other side. I flinch when the next needle penetrates my
other breast. Mr Pots watches my while he slides the needle thru me.
He puts needles thru the cheeks of my ass and my pussy lips.
After he puts large needles thru my lips, in and out again,
I beg for release. It is very difficult to talk.
Mr Pots asks me to stick my tongue out. I cry very hard, because
my tongue is very sore for weeks after being needled. Mr Pots insists.
I stick my tongue out and he grabs it. The needles are very painful.
Finally all the needles are in. Mr Pots takes the two needles in my
pussy lips out and pokes them thru my breasts. He then works his hand
into my pussy. I lift one leg to give him access. While I stand in
front of him, he reaches inside of me and squeezes my uterus. I cry out
in pain. I scream when he inserts his finger into my uterus.
Mr Pots uses his second hand on the outside to help him force another
finger into my uterus. I am becoming hysterical with pain. I plead with
him to release me. By the time he has three fingers in my uterus, I am
shaking with pain. My eyes start to roll and he withdraws. When he looks
at me, Mr Pots takes me to the bathroom and I kneel in front of his toilet.
When I have vomited up everything in my stomach. I again face Mr. Pots.
He withdraws the needles and unties me. He then starts to work on my
special spot. I am sick and I hurt everywhere, but I cannot stop
myself from responding. When I moan readiness, Mr Pots takes me on the
floor again. Afterward I dress, clean up and leave.
My second customer that night is an easy one. I don't think he
even noticed that I was preoccupied with pain. When I get home
mother notices my punctured body and pale face. I tell her what
happened and go straight to bed.
Tommy calls and insists that mother and I be the star attractions at his
graduation party. On the night of the party, Tommy gives us very brief
waitress costumes to wear and we serve the guests until about ten.
Tommy then gets everyones attention and puts mother and me in center ring.
Tommy has us undress each other and dance around naked. Then we are asked
to mingle. The guests are allowed to feel us. It turns into a painful
time for us. About eleven we are forced to take each boy into a bedroom
and submit to him. For several hours we service each boy at least once.
Many several times. Finally, when the party is about to break up, they
lay us out on the frontroom floor and gang bang us both. One after another
as fast as they can go. Eventually the last one is finished and everyone
leaves. Tommy insists that we clean up his home and one of us must be
availible in the morning.
I send mother home and stay to clean up. When the place is
reasonably clean, I fall asleep on the couch. I am awakened by Tommy
working on my special spot. When he has me ready, he inserts his
penis into me and has a long ride. I come several times before Tommy.
When he is finally finished with me, I walk home.
I miss school. We get several weeks rest before our next assignment.
Tommy calls and wants mother ane me to report to Carl's house.
We arrive and have a normal Carl type evening. Strip poker, demos on
the table, rack, water, pussy rubber, tongue crusher, needles, hanging,
etc. After we are finished, the guests do not leave. In fact, several
new ones arrive. There is a large crowd in the recreation room when
Maxine arrives. She is wearing a two piece bikini. Carl gives me one
like it and has me put it on.
Carl gets everyones attention and announces the MAIN EVENT.
Maxine and I are to fight. The one who strips the other will win the
round. The winner gets to choose which torture she will give to the
looser. I am very tired and hurting from the tortures already.
A large area is made in the room for us to manouver. Carl calls time
and we face each other. I don't like maxine anyway so I find it easy
to try to hurt her.
Maxine is not here to play games. She comes in fast,
grabs my hair and pulls my head down while her knee comes up to meet
my face. Whap! I am on my back looking up. I get to my knees and start
to stand up. Maxine grabs my hair again and Whap. My lips will be swollen
tomorrow. I turn over slowly and get to my hands and knees.
Maxine kicks my ass hard and I go flat on my stomach. I get up slowly.
Where is Maxine? She is behind me. She grabs my hair and pulls me
backward hard. I fall down on my ass. On my way up, Maxine grabs my
hair and knees my face once more. Whap! I am out cold.
Maxine pulls my bikini off and wins the round.
Maxine puts me on the rack and I start to wake up. By the time I am
fully awake my face is buried in my pussy. Htb. Htb. Htb. I scream.
'Kiss your asshole for these nice folks.' I do. French your asshole.'
I force my tongue into my asshole. The rack is making my asshole open so
it goes in easily. 'Suck and french.' I suck myself while working my
tongue in and out.
Finally mother is allowed to release me. I walk around some and
carl has me rinse my mouth and brush my teeth. I put my bikini back on.
The next round starts. We circle each other for a time. I swing and miss
Maxine puts her fist deep into my stomach. I fall to my knees gasping for
breath. Maxine pulls my tops off and ties my hands behind me with them.
She grabs my breasts and pulls me to my feet. Maxine squeezes my breasts
tightly and shakes me by my breasts. She makes me bend at the waist and
then slaps my breasts hard. Over and over and over. First the left and
then the right. Maxine grabs my hair and pulls me up. Maxine makes a fist
and slugs my right breast straight on. She hits me so hard that I am
knocked down. Maxine grags my breasts and pulls me up. She slugs my
breasts one after the other. I try to turn away, but she is always there.
Finally, Maxine grabs my nipples and pinches tight while pulling them
appart as hard as she can. I scream in pain. I dance from one foot to
the other, because of the pain. At last maxine pulls my bottoms off and
is declared the winner.
Maxine puts me into the newest machine the leg spreader.
When she has me spread out before her in great pain, Maxine
puts her hand into my pussy and squeezes my uterus hard.
I scream in pain. Maxine next inserts her fingers into my uterus.
I beg her not to. I groan and scream as each new finger is inserted.
finally maxine's whole hand is in my uterus. She shoves hard till
all of her fist is inside. She opens her hand and flexes her fingers.
Maxine pinches the inner flesh and pulls hard. I am lost in pain.
Finally, I am released. I cannot walk for a time. My hips finally go
back into their sockets and I can walk. Carl looks at me and declares
this to be the last round. I stagger out and grap Maxine's tops.
I hold on tight with both hands. Maxine reaches into my bottoms and
strokes my special spot. I grit my teeth and swear not to give in, but
it is no use. Soon I am breathing hard and moving with Maxine's motion.
I look toward my mother. She sympathises with me. I start to come.
Maxine pulls my hands from her tops. She asks me to remove my tops.
When I hesitate, she stops her motion. I romove my bikini tops and
hand them to her. She has me hold my hands behind me while she ties
them together with my tops. She has me remove my bottoms.
Maxine puts the bottoms on my head so that they cover my eyes.
Maxine pulls me over to the audience by my pubic hairs. She spreads my
pussy wide so that everyone watches while I come. They all see my
enlaraged clitoris as Maxine strokes me. Finally I come with a long
scream followed my several long moans. Maxine has me suck her pussy
thru the material of her bottoms. She has me suck each of her toes.
Finally, she grabs my breasts and pulls me to my feet. I cannot see
her. Maxine pushes me down several times from different directions.
I fall hard, because my hands are tied. Each time Maxine grabs my
breasts and pulls me to my feet. After a time, I cannot stand.
Maxine pulls my bikini off and gives them to Carl.
Maxine chooses the Tongue crusher and needles. I cry again just from the
thought of what is to come. I know how to put the crusher on.
Maxine pulls my tongue hard as she locks the lever. My tongue is in
extreem pain. The needles are next. Maxine puts them in my buttocks
cheeks, My inner thighs, my upper and lower lips, and my upper arms.
Maxine takes my breasts in her hand and slowly inserts the
needle into me. I am crying hard and the sobs make it more painful.
When it is thru, She takes the other breast in her hand and does likewise.
She stands back and examines me. Shakes her head and pulls the breast
needles out. She grabs my breast and inserts the needle again.
I beg her to stop. She takes my other breast in her hand and squeezes it
before inserting the needle. She backs up and examines me again.
She shakes her head and pulls the needles out of my breasts.
This time she holds my breast and pushes the needle in only part way.
She moves the needle around which causes the needle inside of my breast
to tear the flesh. I scream. She pushes it in slightly farther and
again moves the needle around inside of me. I scream and cry.
A third time she pushes it in farther then moves the needle around.
finally she pushes it thru. While she is working on my second breast,
in this fashion, My knees buckle and mother is forced to hold me up
while Maxine tears the inside of my breast. At last the needle comes
back out of the skin on the other side.
Mother lays me down and she is taken away to service a guest.
When I wake up, Maxine is slapping my face. I am forced to stand
while maxine pulls the needles out of me. When only the breasts are
left, she removes the tongue crusher. When Maxine pulls the needles
out of my breasts, she moves the needle point around inside of my breasts
again. I cry and beg for relief. Maxine covers my mouth and moves
the needle in and out and around all over inside of my breast.
Noone hears my screams. Maxine does the same with the second needle.
I am hysterical by the time she is finished. Maxine drops me in a heap
on the floor, where I lay until the guests are gone.
When the last guest is thru with mother, she helps me up and we look for
our clothes. Carl shakes his head and pushes us out the front door.
Mother hurries us into the shadows. Mother looks for and finds Wayne's
van. Wayne helps mother put me on the back seat, then we are off.
Wayne drives us home and pulls into the driveway. 'Let me open the
garage, so noone will see you.' We have no keys, so Wayne tries the doors
and windows. The house is locked. 'Would you come to my house please.
I can offer you some clothes and first aid.' We agree.
Wayne is very tender with me. I guess he can see that I am in
pain. He gives us some of his clothes to wear, and invites us to some
hot soup. It is delicious. My breasts ache and I start to cry.
When we explain to Wayne what happened to me, he suggests cold packs
When my breasts are packed in ice packs, I feel much better.
Forgive me, but I am glad you are here. You are two very special people
to me. Maybe it is none of my business, but do you like to be tortured.
Mother and I look at each other. (Wayne, I think I do like it up to a
point. Today they crossed that point. I have been seriously hurt.)
'You don't have to go back.' (You are right, but I will. I have
discovered something about myself. I like to be made a slave.
I like men to treat me cruely. I like to be raped and pinched.
I guess I am sick, but there it is.) I start to cry.
Wayne comes to me, takes my face in his hands, and kisses my tears.
'I love you. If you want to be made to suffer, that is OK with me.
I will hurt you too if you want me to, others apparently can.
I will continue to be there when you need me. Someday I will ask you to
marry me. You can still do these extracurricular flings if you want.
I will care, but I cannot tell you what to do. I will be jellous
of your other lovers, but as long as I can love you too it will be OK.'
When the twins come home Wayne delivers us home. I take Wayne
up to my room and give him back his clothes. I stand naked before him
(Standing here like this with you watching me, excites me. When Tommy and
Maxine used to kidnap me and torture me at unexpected times, that really
excited me. Now it is a lot routine. Carl comes up with new tortures
every now and then. The ones that really hurt, but don't cause damage
are the best. Being watched is important also.)
'Does your mother feel the same way?' We walk over to mother's room and
knock. Mother is not undressed yet, but she invites us in.
When we get down to brass tacks, mother feels exactly the same way that
I do. The twins are different. 'You are two gorgeous females.
I seem to have a thing about being unused on my wedding night. I want it
that way, but looking at you two, I don't think I will make it.
We talk for a while and Wayne offers to take Tommy's place. Mother and I
talk it over privately and agree that Maxine went too far today.
I am still holding Wayne's ice packs on my naked aching breasts.
We decide that Wayne will be our new pimp. Wayne kisses us each goodby
and promises to keep our secrets and serve us well.
Tommy dissappears. Noone ever hears from him again.
Maxine calls me and tells me that Wayne will take over for tommy.
She sounds frightened on the phone. Evidently, Carl supplied the torture
audiences anyway. Maxine will continue to supply Johns for me, but she
will work thru Wayne. Carl calls us and checks to be sure that Wayne is
acting as our agent. He cautions us to be careful with Wayne.
'Wayne is not an amature like Tommy is. The next time Wayne comes over
he asks to see my swollen breasts. When I remove my blouse, Wayne takes
photos of my head and bust showing the swollen breasts. I pose in many
attitudes including lying down, lying on each side, upside down lying over
the side of my bed, and one shot straight up at my hanging breasts while
I am bent over at the waist.
All of a sudden, Paul is very
respectful with me. Even Sam calls and wishes me and Wayne the best.
Wayne is taking over. Next time Wayne calls, I ask him over.
When I challenge him about it, he appologizes and asks which of his steps
he should correct. I cannot think of one. He smiles and promises to be
more respectful of my wishes in the future.
Then it starts.
Two weeks after Wayne takes over and my breasts are almost normal, a boy
jumps me when I am working in the yard. He forces me to get in his car.
He handcuffs my hands behind me and drives to his home.
He treats me rough, but he is not the rough type. He is tender with my
breasts. He forces me to strip and makes me stroke myself till
I am ready. He then takes over my special spot while I make him ready.
He opens the curtains of his living room while we stand naked.
Then he mounts me and rides me till we both come.
Anyone walking down the street could look in and see what we are doing.
When he has come several times and wants a rest, he has me get
up on my hands and knees and spread my legs. He slowly and carefully
inserts his hand into my pussy. When he is in, he squeezes my uterus.
It is still very tender and I cry out. When his fingers start to
penitrate me, I groan in pain. He gets two fingers in and stops.
He forces my chest down on the floor while he spreads my pussy and looks
into me. He gets a flashlight and looks further. Finally he has me get
him ready one last time by sucking his penis. He works on my spot also.
When he is hard and ready, I am moaning my readiness. This time we
reach climax together. It is very good sex. I walk home singing.
Two days later I get fifty dollars in the mail.
The next time, I am raped at school. Just as lunch starts, I am
walking to my locker when the chem lab door swings open and two boys pull
me in. One holds my mouth and hands while the other removes my clothes.
When I am naked, One of the boys works on my special spot till I am
losing control. After I submit completely, I am released and permited to
help them out of their clothes. We have sex on the floor.
I am busy for the entire lunch period, sucking, stroking, being fucked.
When our time is about up, the boys leave me to dress alone.
When I am dressed, I look up to see three of the male teachers grinning at
me. I blush and run out. I receive one hundred dollars in the mail.
The three male teachers that caught me dressing in the chem lab ask me to
meet with them after school one day. They have heard that I will sell myself
and they want to buy. I ask one hundred dollars each. They produce the
money and place it on the desk. I put it in my purse and follow them into
the storeroom. A matress is placed on the floor and they watch as I undress.
They all participate at once, taking turns fucking, fondeling, kissing,
watching. When they are finished, I am asked to suck each to orgasm.
It takes a long time. When each has come in my mouth, I am allowed to dress
and leave. They will want me again.
When I walk home from school, I always take the shortcut that goes
by the creek. Today I get a surprise. While I am walking down the path,
I step into a trap and a rope catches my leg and pulls my leg out from
under me. I find myself hanging by one leg upside down with my head
about a foot off the ground. MY dress comes up to my face, but there is
nothing that I can do about it. Someone walks up to me. I can see his legs
and shoes, but my dress prevents me from seeing his face. He stands there
watching my bare legs and panties. (Please, help me down.) He reaches out
and puts his hand on my pussy. (Please, mister. my head hurts.)
He rubs me. I move my free leg so that he cannot rub me. He slugs my
stomach. When he slugs me the second time, I spread my legs open for him.
He continues to rub me. His hands go up and down my bare legs.
He slips his hand under the leg elastic and fingers my pussy. My legs are
streatched so that my pussy is open. He fingers my special spot till I am
wet. I run my fingers up his leg till he kicks my forhead to make me stop.
He pulls my panties up and off the one free leg and off the other so that
they are hung on the rope tied to my foot. He continues to fondle my pussy.
His fingers go in deep while he spreads me wide open for inspection.
He rubs my spot till I beg for him to take me. He grabs my slip and dress
and pulls them down. When he comes to my breasts, he forces the material to
tear so that my breasts are exposed to him. Before I black out, I hear the
click of a camera. When I come to, I am lying on the ground naked.
I have been raped several times. My breasts ache from abuse.
My hair feels like someone has pulled it long and hard. My pussy feels like
someone has pulled it open as hard as they could. My uterus and pussy feel
like someone has had their hands inside of me. I cannot find my clothes.
I get up and hide in the bushes. I have a long wait till someone comes.
A young boy comes by. I signal him and he comes to me. I ask him to go to
my house and get me some clothes. He walks away slowly, then comes back.
'I want to see you first.' There is nothing that I can do but step out
of the bushes and let him see me. He runs off and I wait. I wait for a long
time. Finally, he returns. He doesn't come alone and he doesn't bring any
clothes. 'See I told you. Come out and show my friends.' (No. You
promised that you would get me some clothes.) 'I forgot.'
One of the boys starts into the bushes and finally they all are standing next
to me. 'Wow. Look at those tits.' (Please, help me.) One of the younger
boys offers to get me some clothes. After he leaves, they stare at me.
'I want to touch you.' (Please don't) By the time my clothes come, they are
all feeling my breasts and buttocks. I get the pants on just in time.
I put the shirt on and run home. The boys chase me all the way.
I receive two hundred dollars in the mail. Wayne visits us often.
On one of his visits, I ask him about the money in the mail. He doesn't
know anything about it. However, I did notice a smile on his lips.
I avoid the shortcut for a while, but soon I am taking my old route every day.
I see the young boys, but they leave me alone until one day a group is
waiting for me as I walk by the creek. They just want to talk.
'We were wrong to chase you. We have been talking together. We would like
to see you again. Without your clothes, I mean. Please. We promise not to
touch you unless you let us.' There are eight of them and only one of me.
(Not today, I am in a hurry. If you really want to see me, you must bring
twenty dollars each tommorrow at the same time and place. OK?) They agree
and run off as a group. I have done it for less, and they seem like nice
boys. Actually, I would like to be friends with them. Maybe I can work it
out.
On the next day, the boys are all there waiting for me.
They take me to their clubhouse, which is up in a tree. When we have all
climbed up and they get comfortable, I ask for the money. The leader
counts it out to me, and I put it in my purse. I strip slowly so that the
boys will bet maximum thrill. I have done this before, and I know how to
excite an audience. The leader holds my clothes for me. When I am naked,
I parade for them. I turn around so that each boy sees all of me.
The clubhouse is small so that some contact cannot be avoided.
The leader hangs my clothes on hangers and puts the rest in a paper sack
which he hangs outside the clubhouse. The leader wants to touch me, but
I tell him that is not included. The boys bring out their cameras and I
pose for them. They like the shots where I hold my pussy open for them.
When I want to go, the leader shakes his head. When I try to take
my clothes, many hands grab me and hold me. I plead with them, but they
know that I am a whore, so I have no reason not to let them. I tell them
that what they want costs more than twenty dollars. The leader laughs and
takes his clothes off. They hold me down while he rapes me. I don't fight
long. Each boy rapes me while his friends hold me down. When they have
finished with me, the leader hands me my clothes, I dress and walk home.
Someone took their money plus all that I had out of my purse. I am furious.
When Wayne hears about it, he tells me not to worry. Later that week,
Wayne hands me several hundred dollars, from the boys.
For several days, I don't even see any of the boys when I walk home.
Then one day I see some of them limping along by the creek. They are afraid
of me. I ask them why they are all limping. They explain that my boyfriend
beat them when he came to collect my money. I ask to see their wounds.
They take me to their clubhouse and pull their pants down. Their testsicles
appear swollen and their penises are bruised. I apologize to each one,
kneel in front of him and kiss his sore penis. (You did steal my money,
but I didn't want you hurt. Please forgive me.) They form a huddle and
finally tell me that I am forgiven. I ask them If I can join their club.
They huddle again and finally the leader says I can, but I have to go thru
the initiation. Usually the initiation is to steal a girls panties or bra,
but mine will have to be different. They want to think about it.
The next day, the trapper strikes again. I am wearing a skirt and
blouse, when I walk by the creek. Someone calls my name. I stop and look
around. While I am stopped, someone reaches out of the bushes and wraps
a rope around my ankle. He pulls on the rope till my foot is as high as it
can go while my other foot is on the ground. I am hopping around on my one
foot to keep my balance while he is fingering my pussy and buttocks.
I don't recognize him. I finally grab his arm to steady myself.
He fingers me till I am wet and ready. I moan and lose control. I start to
finger myself while he is helping himself to my charms. He lowers my foot
long enough for me to pull my panties off my other leg. He then pulls the
rope tight again and ties it to the tree. He works on my clitoris till I
moan and beg him to take me. He pulls his pants and shorts off and
forces his penis into my wet stretched pussy. I must hold on to him
while he rapes me. After he comes, he withdraws and pulls the rope till I
fall and hang by my foot like before. He ties the rope off and dresses
himself. He opens my skirt and pulls it down off my head. He unbuttons
my blouse and helps me out of it. He turns me around and unhooks my bra.
He pulls my bra down and off. I am hanging naked except for shoes and sox.
He takes my breasts in his hands and squeezes them unkindly. I yelp and he
squeezes harder. After a time, I pass out. I dream that I am beaten and
raped. When I awaken, I realize that it was no dream. I hurt all over.
I am naked and it is dark. After he beat me and raped me he pulled me into
the bushes. I stagger home, keeping in the shadows. When I am inside,
I notice that he filled my pussy with dirt and rocks. I spend a long time
cleaning myself up. I am very sore for several days. I receive three
hundred dollars in the mail.
Two weeks later, Wayne tells me that Carl has a new bunch that
wants to meet us. Mother and I arrive on time and mingle with the guests.
We are not required to bring any money to play with. The poker game goes
like all the rest. Mother and I are stripped first. We parade, squat, crawl,
bounce, shake, etc for each guest. There are two couples that look like man
and wife teams. The wives are stripped, but are not required to be tortured.
The husbands take their wives into the bedrooms later. The switch wives at
least once that I saw. When we go downstairs, Carl puts us thru the rack,
pussy rubber, water machine, and leg spreader. Finally he brings Maxine
in and has me put on a bikini. We are to fight again. Same rules.
As soon as we start, I hurry at her and grab her hair. I pull her hair
while she slugs me in the stomach. I have trouble breathing. Maxine slugs
me again and I grab my stomach with both hands. Maxine grabs my hair and
pulls my head down hard as she brings her knee up to meet my face.
I am unconscious after the first one. When I come to, she has my hands tied
behind me with my bikini tops. She is pulling me to my feet by my hair.
She makes me bend over while she 'milks' me. A constant painful squeezing
of my breasts. While I am bent over, she spanks me with her hand.
The guests love it and applaude. Maxine pushes me over to the audience and
has them milk me and spank me. They are almost as rough as maxine.
Finally, maxine pulls my panties down and shoves me so that I fall.
Maxine takes my bikini and is declared the winner. Maxine chooses a divice
that I have never seen before. I am forced to stand on one leg and raise the
other while maxine inserts the device into my pussy. It only goes in a
short distance. Maxine pushes levers and I feel it stretching my pussy
open. Another divice is inserted and more stretching. Finally, the last
divice is inserted and I scream in pain when it stretches me.
Maxine gives one last long effort and the ring clicks into place.
Maxine removes the device leaving a metalic ring in my pussy that holds me
open. Maxine slides her hand into me with very little effort. The guests
love it. The guests are allowed to try it. Most of their hands will fit
into me with very little trouble. They finger my inner pussy while I groan.
Some find my uterus and squeeze it. I scream in pain.
Finally I put my bikini on and we start round two.
I am weak and the ring is very uncomfortable. I am defensive in
my fight, trying to avoid maxine. It doesn't work. Maxine slaps my face
hard. When I touch my cheek, she spins me around and kicks my ass so
hard that it knocks me down. When I get to my hands and knees, Maxine kicks
my ass. I crawl while she kicks me several times. Each time I try to stand,
Maxine kicks me flat. Finally, I am allowed to stand. Maxine pulls my tops
off and ties my hands behind me. She ties my hands to the rope and pulls the
rope tight so that I am hanging by my hands. When Maxine ties off the rope,
I am just able to touch the floor with my toes. Maxine kicks my feet away
several times causing me to moan and finally scream in pain. Maxine 'milks'
me and then reaches into my pussy. She squeezes my uterus and then inserts
a finger into it. I scream and beg her to stop. Finally, maxine pulls my
bikini off and is the winner again. Maxine selects the needles.
I am paralyzed with fear. Maxine smiles as she slowly inserts the needles
into my breasts. I cry and moan as the needle slowly passes thru me.
She is even slower with the second needle. I must stand still while she
pushes them into me. I am crying a stream by the time she is finished.
I am forced to walk among the guests while they examine the needles.
FInally, Maxine withdraws them. Again, very slowly. I put on the bikini,
and we start the last round.
This time Maxine doesn't play games. She abuses me from the start.
She slaps me several times, grabs my hair and throws me to the floor.
When I try to get up, she kicks my ass and then my stomach. I climb off
the floor many times before she pulls my tops off and ties my hands
behind me. Maxine plays with my nipples till they are hard. She pinches
them hard and pulls them up till I scream in pain. She whispers to me.
I shake my head. Maxine smiles and reaches into my bottoms. Maxine rubs
my special spot till I lose control. I move to her motion and moan my
pleasure. Maxine stops and whispers to me again. I nod and kneel in front
of her. I kiss her pussy and lick her thru her bottoms. She turns around
and I do the same with her asshole. Maxine pulls her bottoms down
so that her asshole is open to me. She bends forward and pulls her cheeks
apart. I kiss her asshole. Maxine waits. I lick her asshole and finally
open my mouth and suck her. I lick her from pussy to tailbone, kissing her
also. Finally, maxine tires and has me stand while she pulls my bottoms off.
Maxine is the indisputed winner. Maxine whispers to Carl who nods his head.
Maxine ties my hands behind me and then to the rope. She pulls the rope till
I am hanging. She ties it off so that my toes touch the floor. She kicks my
feet away and grabs my waist. She yanks down on me causing extreem pain in
my shoulders. I scream and cry. Maxine gets the tounge crusher and forces
me to open my mouth wide. I push my tongue into the device. Maxine waits
until I have my tongue out as far as I can, then she clamps it on tight.
Maxine gets needles and pushes them into my tongue. Maxine pushes
needles slowly thru my breasts and ass cheeks. Finally, Maxine reaches
into my pussy and inserts her fingers into my uterus. I cannot describe
the pain. I am shaking with pain. I scream, but noone hears me.
When Maxine has her hand in my uterus, she pinches me and yanks on the
pinch. I must have shuddered, because she did it several times.
Finally, Maxine leaves me alone.
The party breaks up. The guests are allowed to exaime me, touch me,
squeeze me. By the time the last guest is gone, I am lost in pain.
I don't remember being lowered. I remember Carl puting money in my hand.
I remember going out the door and mother pulling me into the shadows.
My hands are tied behind us. I am crying on mother's shoulder.
Wayne signals with his lights and we run to his van. When we are inside and
driving away, I burst into uncontrollable sobs. Wayne stops and unties us.
We put on the clothes that wayne brought, and drive home is silence.
(Thank you Wayne. I could not have made it home tonight.)
I sleep in on saturday for a long time. The twins finally wake me and I tell
them all. they examine my wounds and notice that the ring is still in my
pussy. When I am alone in the house, I call Wayne. He comes right over.
I explain about the ring and Wayne agrees to try to take it out.
I remove my shorts and panties. I climb up onto the table and spread my legs
wide for Wayne. Wayne uses a flashlight to see. He opens me with his
fingers and reaches in till he feels the ring. Wayne pulls on it till
I moan. He shakes his head and goes to the phone. Wayne calls Carl.
We have to drive over to Carls, because the device is needed to get the ring
out. I dress and drive over with Wayne. Carl lets Wayne use the device.
Wayne seems to know how to work it. Wayne has me strip and lay on a table
while he inserts the device. I am in pain before he even turns it on,
'Inez, this will hurt you darling. Please forgive me.' Wayne turns it on
and it swells into me. When I think that I am having a baby, it pinches me
and swells more. I scream. Wayne pulls a lever and the ring collapses.
Slowly the device shrinks down and Wayne withdraws it. Wayne helps me into
my clothes and carries me out to the van.
Wayne carries me up to my room and puts me to bed.
When he lays me down, I pull him down and kiss him. (Please come to bed
with me now.) 'You are in pain. You need to rest first. I will be
available later if you want me.' Wayne was right. I hurt. I slept the
entire day. Wayne came by at six and took me to dinner. I ate like a pig.
Wayne put me to bed again and kissed me goodnight.
I slept peacefully till early morning. I got up and called Wayne.
(I'm sorry to wake you, but I want your body. I need to shower too.
See you in an hour. Bye, darling.) I feel so good. My body still aches
in spots, but I am on a high, because I am convinced that Wayne loves me.
I want to make him happy. I think I know how. Wayne takes me to breakfast
and we take a stroll in the park. Wayne suggests that we go for a hike.
We have a great time, but when we get home that evening, I am too tired for
anything else but sleep. Wayne and I never do make love.
I don't realize that something is strange until much later.
I enjoy visiting the young boys occasionally. They are
fresh and they enjoy my body so. They have progressed to touching me.
I will have to be careful, now. I am required to touch them too.
Today I started the practice of jacking them off until they come.
I jack off as many as I can. The rest do themselves. They enjoy watching
my breasts bounce while I jack them off. I decide to skip a few weeks so
that they will appreciate me more. On my next visit I am expecting a big
welcome when I enter the clubhouse. I get a surprise. Hands grab me and
hold me while I am blindfolded. (This isn't funny guys.) Whap!
Someone slugs me in the face. My head is spinning. I am held up of I would
collapse into a heap. When I come around I remain silent. 'Strip.'
My hesitation earns me a fist in the stomach. I unbutton my blouse and pull
it out of my pants. I hold it out and someone takes it. I remove my shoes
and hand them to someone. I hear a paper sack. I remove my pants and hand
them over. I unhook my bra and hold it out. someone takes it and whistles.
I lower my panties to my ankles and someone pushes me. I trip and fall hard.
I get up and pull my panties off. I hand them to my unknown assailants.
All of my clothes are put in a paper bag and someone takes it out.
Hands push my legs apart. 'Open yourself.'
I reach down and spread my pussy open.
A finger finds my clitoris and rubs it. I slowly melt and start moving to
his rhythm. I moan my readiness. He pokes his finger into me to moisten
it and then continues to rub me. (Please, take me now. I will be good for
you. Oh please.) Silence. Several hands start to squeeze my breasts and
buttocks. Fingers rub my asshole and others rub my legs. I am on fire.
Someone kisses me and we are sucking tongues instantly. They all withdraw
and force me to bend down from the waist. I am raped from behind many times.
When they are finished with me I am forced to suck them. I don't recognize
any of the penises in my mouth. They force themselves deep into my throat.
I gag on each one. When they are finished with me, they remove
the blindfold and force each eyelid open while they sprinkle salt
into my eyes. I scream and get slugged. When I wake, I am tied to the
walls somehow. I am spread eagle on the floor, face up.
I can hear someone moving around, but the blindfold is back on.
My eyes burn. I hear clothes. A small penis goes into me. It is the
boys. I call them all by name. I offer to let them have me after I am
untied. Silence. The boys continue to rape me till they are all finished.
I counted eight. There are eight boys in the club. They untie me and run
away. I pull the blindfold off and watch them run away. It was the boys.
I cry from the hurt of ones friends letting you down. I have no clothes
so I must wait till it gets dark. My face is swelling up. I will have a
black eye. The boys return with some of my clothes. (Why didn't you talk
to me. I told you you could have me if you untied me. Now you will never
have me again.) I walk home very depressed. I thought they were my friends.
I don't seem to have friends.
It takes me several days to recover. The black eye will show for
weeks. I receive three hundred dollars in the mail. I find out that mother
has been raped several times also. We have a long talk comparing notes.
I call Wayne and tell him to come over. He can tell that I am mad.
Wayne sees my black eye and hesitates before coming in. I open the door and
we have a long talk. Wayne has been setting up all the 'rapes'. He says
that he wants to please us. 'You asked for surprise, sex, bondage, violence,
etc. I am arranging exactly what you asked for.' Mother and I look at each
other. I ask wayne to stop. He refuses. I threaten to break up with him.
Wayne laughs. Wayne please stop these attacks. 'Listen you two whores,
I have told them to go easy on you. If you don't be nice, I will tell them
to go hard on you.' My mouth falls open. 'What are you looking at.
You are used goods. You think that I would make love with a whore?
I don't even like being in the same room with one. You will continue as
before and like it. Now strip, both of you.' Wayne is not the same person
that we used to know. The look in his eye is wild. We both strip quickly.
Wayne comes to us and grabs one of each of our breasts in each hand and
squeezes them as hard as he can. 'Do you want me to stop?' (No.)
Wayne releases us and pinches each of us one last time. 'I know where to
find you, if you cross me up.' He looks at me. 'Your eyes look a little
red today. The salt was my idea.' Wayne leaves with a cruel chuckle
on his lips.
Our lives are turned upside down for a time. We get raped
everywhere we go. While grocery shopping, I am pulled into the backroom.
My shorts and panties are pulled down and a boy from school forces his penis
into me. I am not ready so it hurts me. When He has come, he rises, pulls
his pants up and leaves me on the floor. At a fast food we are eating when
some boys grab us and take us into the mens room. They pull our clothes off
and rape us against the walls. We are forced to raise one leg to give them
better access. It is so bad that we don't wear bras or panties anymore,
because the boys take them. While waiting for a red light, some boys
forced themselves into the car and took us on their laps while one of them
drove down the road. I went out to get the paper in the morning and was
raped twice in broad daylight on my front lawn. At a highschool football
game I was sold for five dollars a throw. They held my upper body inside of a
car window while my bare ass was outside the car. The five dollar customers
would spread my ass and rape me from behind. I earned sixty-five dollars.
On halloween we are kidnapped and taken from party to party, naked.
The boys use us for quickies when their dates are not looking.
During a movie I was forced to kneel and suck each boy on my row while he
played with my breasts. I get raped almost every day at school. Some days
several times, and once, during an assembly I was raped by almost every boy
in the school. Mother has installed special locks on the doors.
The windows are special burglar proof ones . Even that didn't prevent
someone from forcing his way into our house and having all his friends over
to rape us one by one. Carl has not called, because we are too cheap now.
Anyone can have us for five dollars.
Mother meets a boyfriend that hurts people, and they leave us alone
for a while. After a week I am raped as before, but mother is not bothered.
I am warned not to tell my mother or her friend. While swimming one night,
I am surrounded by boys and raped in the water several times.
While waiting in the lunch line at school I am raped while a group of boys
bunch up around me and one pulls my panties down and forces his penis into
me. I am never safe. After gym, I was raped while running back to the
showers. I was pulled behind the bleachers and raped three times.
Finally I call Wayne and tell him that he wins. I will work for him any
way that he wants, if I can have some peace and be left alone the rest of the
time. He comes over and I tell mother that I have decided to work with
Wayne. His terms are these. I will be available every friday and saturday
nights. I will permit customers to hurt me and do everything to help them
have a good time. I will be available anytime after Wayne gives me notice.
Wayne makes me sign a paper. The rapes cease. I am allowed to walk the
halls at school and even walk home unmolested. It is friday night now and
I must perform for him.
Wayne must have rented Carl's house, because that is where Wayne
takes me for my performance. We are not the first ones there. The new boy
at school who is the star athlete this year is there. He transfered into
our school this year. He is not particularly handsome, but I like him.
His name is Frank Miller. We talk for a long time before the action starts.
He seems to like me. When everyone is there, I am the only girl besides
Maxine. We play strip poker for a time. I am the only loser. Wayne has
been here before, because he has me parade for the ten boys, squat, and crawl
around the table just like Carl does. Each boy is allowed to touch me
whenever he wants. I get touched a lot. Finally, touching is not enough
and each boy takes me into a bedroom and rapes me. All that is except
Frank. Frank talks with me and asks me to tell them that he raped me also.
Frank wants it, but he wants it when it is our idea together.
When the boys have had their fill, they take me downstairs and put me on the
rack. Htb. htb. htb. ... Wayne has me kissing my pussy and licking my
special spot. I lose control and make myself come with all ten boys and
Maxine watching. Wayne hooks me up to the pussy rubbing machine and the
water machine. They enjoy watching me swell up. Wayne straps me into the
leg spreader and almost splits me in two. I am screaming before he finally
releases me. I cannot walk for a time. Wayne brings out a bikini for me,
and Maxine and I fight. I am too weak to give Maxine even a token fight.
Maxine beats me fiercly. I will ache for weeks. Maxine puts me in the
leg spreader and forces my legs to maximum spread. She then invites each of
the ten boys to finger my uterus. Each boy squeezes it and forces his
fingers into me. I scream my pain. Frank declines.
Maxine beats me again and whips me with my bikini tops. She chases me around
the room whipping me as I try to get away from her. Maxine pulls my bottoms
down to my knees and chases me some more. I trip and fall frequently.
The boys get good laughs from my plight. Maxine wins and puts me in the
rack until I am kissing my asshole and frenching it. She leaves me in the
rack for a long time. Each boy is allowed to finger me and play with
my body while I suffer. Frank touches my face and wipes my tears away.
Maxine really lets me have it during the last round. I spend most of my time
on the floor. Maxine ties my hands behind me with my tops and ties my
bottoms around my throat. I cannot breath. I beg her to let me breath.
Maxine laughs while I gasp for air. Eventually Maxine is declared winner.
Maxine hangs me by my hands tied behind me. She forces the tongue crusher
into my mouth and pulls my tongue out while she clamps it down. Maxine
sticks needles thru my tongue and ass cheeks. Maxine spends a long time
sticking the needles thru my breasts. I scream and groan and beg the whole
time. Finally she is finished and the boys are allowed to examine me.
They touch and squeeze me. They play with the needles till I groan.
While the boys increase my suffering, I notice Frank talking with Wayne.
Wayne shakes his head and Frank continues to plead with him. Then I am
lost in pain as one boy raises my leg and puts his hand into me and another
pulls down on my legs causing my shoulder to separate farther. I beg them
to not make it worse for me. They cannot hear me. The boy is forcing his
fingers into my uterus. I plead with him. He pinches me and the other boy
puts his weight onto me and I pass out from pain.
When I wake up, I am hanging alone. Wayne and Frank come downstairs
still argueing. Finally Wayne gives in. I overhear Wayne give Frank the
terms. 'You have one month to come up with the rests of the ten thousand
dollars. If you fail, you forfit your payment. If you do, you have bought
Inez forever. Frank agrees and they shake hands. Wayne tells Frank that he
can have me for the month starting now. Frank lowers me to the floor.
I start to cry as my arms are allowed to come down. I don't remember the
pain being this bad before. Frank pulls the needles out and takes the
tongue crusher off. Frank carries me upstairs and lays me on the couch while
he tries to find my clothes. The boys have taken them. Frank gives me his
shirt and pants. I put his clothes on and walk out to his car with him.
(I heard the deal you made with Wayne.) 'I wish you hadn't. Inez, please
give me a chance. I know that I am not handsome and you are gorgeous.
I am awkward and you are graceful. We seem to be opposites. I just want
a chance to court you. Maybe we will hit it off. I think I fell for you.
I am going to college next year on an athletic scholarship. I am going to
be a medical doctor. Long years of study are ahead for me. I don't have
much to offer a girl like you. I just ask for a chance.' We drive in
silence for a time. When Frank parks in front of my house. I turn to him
and try to be honest. I tell him about Tommy, Paul, Sam, Carl, and Wayne.
I tell him about the boys and the twins. I even tell him about my special
spot that makes me crumble for anyone who touches it. 'May I see it please.'
I pull Frank's pants down and open myself. I expose my clitoris and allow
Frank to stroke me. Soon I am wet with readiness and moaning my pleasure.
I take Franks hand in mine and rub myself with it. I scream my orgasm into
the night. Frank kisses me. I give him a kiss that he will not forget.
When I have cooled down, I start to cry. (Now maybe you can understand
why I am not a good girl. Frank, I will court with you anytime you want.
I will do anything you want, but you must understand that I am weak.
I will probably break your heart. If you have a jealous bone in your
body, Frank, run away from me as fast as you can.) I have Frank come into
my room. I take his clothes off. I stand naked in front of Frank.
Frank kisses me and makes love to me on my bed. Frank is slow and careful
at first, but when he builds up steam he really rolls. Frank knows how to
make a woman feel good. We dress together and Frank still wants me.
Frank asks for a chance and I promise to give him one.
The next days are very happy ones for me. I am left alone.
Frank comes by often and we have long talks. I go to school and my grades
improve. Mother is happy with her new boyfriend. My wounds heal except for
my shoulders which still ache some. Whenever my arms go back into the
position of the hanging I am in great pain. I think something has been
damaged inside of me. I visit the boys and they enjoy looking at my body
afresh. They want to go all the way, but I make them wait.
(Someday we will. Not today.) It is fun to walk home unafraid. I hear by
the grapevine that Frank is buying me from Wayne. Frank will have to make
payments, because he doesn't have enough cash. Evidently Wayne has agreed.
Carl calls me direct now. I insist that I not be hung by my hands.
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