And then why is it that you abandoned your faith in Christianity? Why not present your case to Jesus and say you want to see people working for the collective good and get God to help you change the world for the better?
Your political opinions are heated. Is it possible that capatalism would be of benefit to society if everyone lived by the maxim, 'do unto others as you would have them do to you'? Are you a fan of collectivism with minimal government intervention?
Where you raised to be nationalist? or did past events; ie: your experience's in life shape you into a nationalist? I beg your pardon... marxist nationalist?