I'm not even sure if I'm there already (hopefully not yet), but here's the story:
I work with this girl. I fell for her the first time I saw her but I didn't really let her know since I'm of position and she just started working with the company. Eventually I tried to get close to her but not to close. It's hard to explain, but hopefully you guys get what I mean. Then we had a company party and I had way too much of a drink. I might have said a couple of sappy things to her, hopefully nothing sexually aggressive.
I know she knows how I feel about her. But whenever I try to talk to her personally or try to ask her out, she would be 'doing something'. I don't really talk that much to her at work since I fear of rumours spreading out. I am a very secretive guy as you see. I do text her almost daily though it would just be short conversations since she's always 'doing something'.
I really like this girl. Hopefully I didn't screw this up. Not to mention I'm that awkward kind of guy.